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[08 Jan 2007|09:43pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

i'm not liking this new year. i feel like i'm loosing track of my life and i cant control it. i have so much shit due at school, and i'm killing myself over it because i want to do amazing on things and everything i do i feel isnt good enough. i cant even sit down and write a 2 1/2 page english paper on a book that i got A's on both tests for. i think. i dont even know what fucking day it is. Midterms are next week and i'm so overwhelmed because i know my mom wants all A's but i dont think i can do it, and she signed me up for drivers training, which btw started today and will last all through midterms, and i dont know how she expects me to study and get good grades on them if i'm not getting home untill 845 and not taking a shower untill 10 because SHE'S getting ready for work. and half the time when i go to get in the shower my brother jumps in front of me and takes all the fucking hot water,and i know thats not really a big deal. but then i have to wait for the water to get warm again and with our shitty piece of shit water hearter it takes forever and i think its bullshit because then i'm up till 12 because i cant fall asleep right after because showers wake me up. and wtf, he doesnt start school till 9, i leave at 64fucking5. that bastard would still get a ton of sleep if he went to bed at the same time i do. fuckhole. and i'm sick. oh yes, sinus infection? and chest congestion? fucking doctor wasnt even in the goddamn room for more the three minutes, i'm not showing simptoms of that shit at all. none of any of this is really making sense and i really dont give a shit.all i want to do is lay in bed all day and do nothing. nothing at all. just lay there and have no one bug me. and i'm never going to have that thing memorized for drama, its just another stupid ass thing i get to add to my gaint list of things to do.

ohyeah, i hate schoooooool.

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[26 Nov 2006|09:18pm]
i fell down the stairs today.
my mom thinks i broke the bottom of my foot, but i dont want to go to the hospital, so we'll never knowwwwww.

this break wasnt half bad.
i had lots of fun :]

i gave in and went to the doctors, where i was giving some type of pain killer that makes me drowsy and dizzy and i'm on curtches[sp?]. baahahahahahah.
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[09 Jul 2006|11:59pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Sorry, the rest of you arent good enough
and i just might allow you to read.

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